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the girl i see :raincloud: by princessmadian, literature

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the girl i see :raincloud:

THE GIRL I SEE sitting here. .all alone. .there is no fear. .no emotion shown. .but inside her mind. .if you could only see. .so much you could find. .but she'll never let it free. .her life she hates. .so much pain. .blood she creates. .so she can stay sane. .sometimes a tear will slip by. .as she wishes for love. .she drags the blade across her thigh. .for this is the only therapy she can think of. .she wishes she could stop this. .for the scars will always remain. .her childhood she does miss. .the days when she didn't have this pain. .nobody knows of her secret bleeding. .but if they did they wouldn't care. .and for

LOVELY by princessmadian, literature

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LOVELY

LOVELY All eyes locked, as she walks down these paved streets. She's the one that, Everyone hopes they will meet. Isn't she lovely? Her long hair sways in the wind. She hides her pain so well, behind her pearly white grin. Who would have known, that she carries a knife on her belt, just in case she, needs it to use on herself. Isn't she lovely? The way her eyes glisten in vain. No one can tell, They're red from crying in her pain. Isn't she beautiful? The one everyone wants to be. They're all ignorant, Childish, fake, and Naive. She gets home, shutting the door behind. Why can't they see? How and why are they so blind?

The Boy Who Took My Life by princessmadian, literature

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The Boy Who Took My Life

I stare at the bottle Spill out the pills Swallowing them The pills that kill I think of him How he broke my heart He knew i loved him Then pushed us apart I lay on my bed Getting more drowsy and i know I'll love even in death I cant let go Even as my heart stops beating And my last breath dies The last minute i live Who i thought was right He took my love He took my life

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I fell for you by KimIMpossible, literature

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I fell for you

You chase and then you run I suppose that's your idea of fun Baby when you get real Can you tell me what it is that I should feel? Maybe there's no picket fence in sight But I want to mean more to you than just one night I'm sorry, For being so confused I'm sorry, Didn't mean to hurt you I'm sorry, For all I've put you through And I'm sorry, But I think I fell for you.... But you are so pretty And you can make me so angry I miss you smile, your kiss Those eyes and those incredible lips. Maybe there's no future to these thoguhts But i hate the way this ended all because I fucked up bad but I didn't know then How much I could m

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Fuck Me by MissSnowflake, literature

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Fuck Me

I soften skin You won't touch anyway I make myself beautiful In case you want to play I look gorgeous tonight Chasing one drink with another As I wait...wait... I don't know why I bother I mask disappointment In case you come for me Paint my lips again With a broken heart you won't see Why don't you want me? Why do I need you? I love you so much Sometimes I hate you Turn away as I lie Spread out on the bed Offering anything Fuck me before I'm dead Get out of my bed And fuck yourself Save me the trouble Though I do it well I have nothing left to give You won't get another tear I'm done begging Why the fuck are you he

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The dark and cold road of life by princessmadian, visual art

The dark and cold road of life

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About princessmadian

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Current Residence: minnesota
Favourite genre of music: anything except country
Favourite cartoon character: zim
Personal Quote: why drink and drive , when you can get high and fly?

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princessmadian

Oct 23, 2004

fuk life

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oh my god. so today i go out with miha and i got o sarahs to let my parenst know im there. so then i get yelled at and get told to come home. and miah brings me home. and i call him and hes on jessis aim adn hes talkin to shawn and he tells him jenna is dead and i was like this must be a joke but then i check my caller id... and i see mrs.luby called and so did tasha so i peaced it together and i just lost it. i lost i cut my self so hard and i just cried and cried and i called tasha to see if shawn was just kidding... but he wasnt.. jenna is dead. she died yesterday... in a car accident... goin to see her grandmama. i still cant believe it.

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princessmadian

Oct 21, 2004

beauty is only skin deep

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so havent updated in a long time or sumbi=mited anything... life has been pretty ko... umm... yea

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princessmadian

Sep 25, 2004

wat a great day friday was

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ok o yesterday was erally really good day:) i had so much fun i did all day just everyone was like hey so imma meet miah huh. i tyhink i was more excited fro everyone to meet miah then them to see im am am just so happy to be with my miah taht i want the whole word to know i am the happiest gal alive and i have found someone that i really care about:) :) oh the smileyness of me:) ok wat else ok so i was liek everyone can meet miah and everyone was like ooh and i was like thats my miah and hes my boy:) gosh so he came and picked me up at 3:10 and everyone met him ya know and i was happy happy happy as can be then like i was like i want DQ so w